>>10002762That's alright. For now just remember the basics:
1. Everything is connected with everything else.
2. You are part of God just as much as your worst enemy is and "worthiness" of everybody is exactly the same.
3. What is good for you is not good for others and vice-versa. Compromise. Don't be selfish, but at the same time don't let others exploit you.
4. World is 100% fair, even if you don't see it that way - remember - you don not know everything and you can't see the big-picture of the reality, but God / Universe does and It always balances Itself.
5. Absolutely everything you do matters, because your actions (and even thoughts - you are affecting the world by your pure thoughts alone - remember - everything on the most basic level is pure consciousness - for proof check for example "mental effects on random number generators") ripple throughout the world / Universe as the water ripples when you throw a rock into it, it's like a butterfly effect, where the movement of the butterfly's little wings create a chain of events that over time literally affect the weather.
I wish you the best, and hope what I posted will have at least a little positive effect on your life.