>>16050217Get off imageboards and instead lay down for a bit.
>>16050239>thats not even a valid comparison.If you think so. I think that it's almost the same, the feeling of uncontrollable disgust over something and the feeling of uncontrollable anger over getting wronged at the core.
Or, I suppose I should've specified, it goes for the very first time something like this happens, the helplessness you got over feeling what you felt.
The best way it could go is like you said, you won't enable it again after this one experience, because it's novelty is gone.
Although, not to be a bad omen, I don't know if it's realistic that the same feelings won't surface the second time around. You'll grow out of feeling anything from it eventually, but I don't know if that soon. Best of luck anyhow, hope that you deal with it better.
>i will not feel bad about anythingI doubt it. Just because you felt the worst kind of pain imaginable, it doesn't mean that you won't still feel bad if another form of pain comes around. You could have the best tolerance to stinging pain, but not be able to do the same with something like burns.
That coming in the shape of different things that could be a touchy subject for you, you deal with one but another comes next. You could have more than one "core". Better to not get too confident and watch out for things still.
>if that were the case people with aggression problems would get used to their aggression triggersI wouldn't really know, but, I think those people don't have the will nor want to stop being aggressive and deal with it better the next time around, and maybe that's what makes the difference. The state of psyche you have can change how things naturally come around, no? With you, I think the experience will be of help.
Have you had a cup of water since the whole incident happened, by the way? If not, get one when you can.
