>>18391970Fuck this shit demoralizing shit. I want to kill myself now
God why mother never loved me?
Father, I am your son. Why you didn't help me and guide me when I needed the most?
Why you blamed me when grandma got sick?
Never got thought how to write, read, speak or walk
Always the black sheep
It was you who sent me to live with granny after keeping isolated for half of a decade.
You think of me as a failure, An hopeless child.
"Then you are going to blame us" you said, but of course. You didn't do shit for me.
You vile scumbags talk how lucky you were to have family to guide you, I had nothing. No friends, no parental figures, no manly figure.
Just my granny and she is long gone. But you never took me to see her funeral or the hospital. Why? Just why?
Do you really hate me that much, your not planned, not wanted child
Why? Why so cruel?
What did I ever do to you?
Fuck you nigger! NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER I HOPE YOU DIE NIGGEREEEEERRRRR!!