>>6428810My dad used to yell a lot and throw shit at me when i was really young, watched the police rip him out of my house when I was 4 years old. I never experienced the nice father i supposedly had because i had become aware at 3. I think he's the reason i get unreasonably terrified when people raise their voice around me. I remember when i got called down to the principals office in the 8th grade and started crying and hiding myself in my hoodie because he was just talking to me. Its hard sometimes but eventually you grow thicker skin
