>>500744iktf. society and everyone else has rejected you. you probably feel completely helpless to change your situation and hopeless to ever have a normal life. at least try to better yourself by reading and gaining some basic understanding of what's going on in the world around you. read books, learn a second language, use the time you have left wisely. these next ten years are going to be difficult for you. try to maintain financial stability and save what money you can. You'll grow out of the loneliness (hopefully). good luck
