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>age 29, finally troon out after the gender dysphoria becomes too much. I fail at being a tranny and after 2 years of hrt I am still wearing military surplus clothing>age 32, try to cut my own testicles off while staying in an Aviemore hotel due to being homeless in the middle of December. I fail, get chest pains from the Russian Lidocaine I imported, call NHS 24, give them my location, police show up and take my hrt and force me to get a bunch of heart checks n stuff.>Next day, try to cut my testicles off again while drunk, get sent to a mental hospital and spend last Christmas alone, hungry(I can't eat in front of people remember) and cold. >Now, cruising Grindr for validation hoping to get railed from some dirty old men. had a few offers, but I need PrEPI think that's the gist of my life so far. I also lost about 200k USD this past winter in crypto(papers gains) I could have afforded all my tranny related surgeries but instead I held like a retard and I am now praying I make it all back this year should a certain project I'm in becomes a success. I am not sure what I am hoping to gain from this blogpost, probably attention.
Thanks for reading my blog. Vent thread I guess.
