>>11235742yes, you claim to be very visual but restrain yourself to unprotective handholding as your main plot with nakadashi beng the most you're willing to go
>hermitnothing, I want to leave but I feel chained by a mental parasyte to never leave my bed
the migraines are getting worse now
I think I might end up warded if the ride doesn't stop soon
I want to relax but my muscles don't give in
my neurosis can no longer be sustained
>final yearmore like a final month
the more I think the less I understand
why are rules do arbitrary
why are there consequences for meaningless offences
why was the lady on fucking vacation when I needed her the most
I don't think I can write that email brit, I think I'm going to go back to uni and try to settle that in person I just don't want anything to do with the dean
once everything is settled I just never want to go back, I want to leave for good far away, never look back and never return
>what knowin theory everything, in reality nothing, in actuality something
but I don't ask the questiond
I don't answer them
I am not the main character of my story nor am I the initiator
I'm a puppet, you control the puppet, not vice versa
I can't think for myself or on my own, my desires got me in this mess and left me void snd seeking compassion which does not exist in sons of man
