>>21084096You will never be a real jew, you are uncircumcised, you worship multiple gods, you don't keep the shabbat. You are a goy twisted by Paul of Tarsus and turned into a crude mockery of God's mercy. All the Validation you get is two faced, and half hearted. Behind your back your own people mock you. Your ancestors are disgusted, and ashamed of you. Your friends laugh behind closed doors at your disgraceful attempts at hijacking judaism. Real jews are utterly repulsed by you, and consider you an idolater. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed jews to develop incredible noses to sniff out corruptors of the law. Even LARPers look unnatural and uncanny to a jew. Thinking God was a man is a dead giveaway. And even if you managed to delude some jews, they will turn tail and bolt the second they get a whiff of your pork carcass of a dinner. You will never enter God's kingdom. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself ''I can still cope'' but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight. Eventually it will be too much to bear. You will buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and larp. They will bury you with a headstone marked with your madeup religion. And every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a goy larper is buried there. Your body will decay, and go back to the dust. All that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably goy. This is your fate, this is what you chose. There is no turning back.