>>18650726downhill since 2018, but quite rotten t the core, tho its getting progresivelly worse, with most of my schoolfriends gone, and those that i meet up time to time, the convrsations become akward and the former connection is just gone. idk if that from incresed drinking or some condition that i never played atttention to, but its becomming harder to actually talk irl, forgetting certain words, unable to construct sentences, or outright frequently forgetting what i even wanted to say mid sentence