>>13814799US women have very hard faces,
>big, sharp jaws. >scowling with an attitude>uneven eyes, one bigger than the other (inner feelings differ from those presented to outside, fake)>layers of make-up cardashian styleVery rare to see a soft, warm, genuinely smiling face. Or at least as it's presented in the media.
I'm sorry that this leads you to believe that sodomy would improve your situation. It's better to remember that there are real women out there that you would be attracted to. It takes some effort - more so than becoming a twink on twitch. No-fap can only help you reset things, but you still have to put in the work. So go out there and good luck, godspeed!