>>17487262I appreciate your insight, honestly. The irony of me being a chad as a teen and a younger man is that I got hooked on the attention I got from new chicks, and hooked on the chase. I dated several (B-list) models and lived the high life for quite a while.
Sadly, what ended up happening was that I dumped a bunch of really, really sweet girls who would've made amazing wives—all because I thought I could do better and wanted to continue partying. Now they're mostly all married with kids, and I'm alone.
>now I'm struggling to end a 6 year dry spell.I'm sorry to hear that, and I'm not being cheeky. It sucks out there. Even I have had a lot of trouble finding decent women. I've turned down a bunch because they were fat, and a few more who had 2 or 3 kids. The thing with me these days is that I don't really want sex anymore as much as I want some stability in a relationship. I'm 35 now, and I'm just sick of having these short flings that last anywhere from one night to one month; it's like we both know from the moment we start fucking (or earlier) that we aren't going to go long-term.
Anyways, my point is that you might think I was a lucky guy, and in the world of women and sex I was, but ultimately we're in the same boat right now. Aside from being a handsome musician, I am unremarkable in every other way which means that all the really good wife-material chicks aren't interested; hence my malcontent misery.
