>>9745430I've literally seen girls like you have guys simp all over them. Most young guys find weakness in women attractive for some reason. Literally play an online game, become steam friends with some guy and convince him to invite you to his group's discord server. You'll inevitably find an ok looking guy who will provide and put up with your shit cause he's too nervous to go out to find a girlfriend.
Stop comparing yourself to the standards of retards on the internet so you can have a pity party. Billions of people have it worse than whatever happened to you. And they never had the means to change things like you do.