>>10281645I already did.
>I've been neglected, abused, abandoned and ignored for far too long by the people I care about mostI grew up never being held, never showing emotion and getting beat when I did. As a result I'm now a perfectly functional human bean.
I literally have no one left in my life to show me any affection or give enough shits about me to stop me from doing anything. The fact that you're here right now trying to get me to talk about it already puts you miles ahead the people in my life.
I've gone full retard from neglect because in the end all I wanted was someone to care about me and show me some loving affection but I guess after 3 years my OTP has decided to throw their hands up in defeat so now I have nothing and nobody....except yonkers evidently.
