>>19214894>i am sad because nothing you do in life matters. womb to tomb you are predetermined and limited by your genetics. only 3 things matter in life for success, genetics, nepotism and luck. no amount of hard work you EVER put in in ANY part of life will EVER be able to even compete let alone beat someone with the right genetics, the right contacts, or the right amount of lucklife is what you make of it, you want it easy, you want genetics for things to come easy to you by nature, you want nepotism so people give you things just because you are who you are and luck so things just happen to you
of course you are bitter when your world view is like this, you should change that. Whats the number of people who get all those things all at once? 10, 20.000 on the whole planet, maybe? You only look up gifted people who didn't have to work for anything and then you are sad you are not like them? Why not look up people who started with nothing and managed to get things out of life through struggle and pain?
you say things don't matter because you don't know what a small success feels like since you are not willing to work for anything because of your flawed world view. When's the last time you realized one of your goals, or the last time you set a goal for that matter? You look at these 1 in a billion models all day hating yourself for not being like them instead of using the gifts you have to make something of yourself, but you probably think you don't have any gifts, because gifts are just so obvious you either have them or you don't. right?
anon stop coming here, take a break from the internet and set a goal for yourself and work towards it, if you ever achieve it, life will not feel so meaningless and then you can begin your actual life, hopefully
