>>11313440Well damn. That's a lot longer than I expected.
Anything else I saw will probably just sound like empty hope.
I've never had to deal with feelings that lasted that long,
and I genuinely don't know know what else to say.
Some people work themselves to death, some get hobbies etc, all to distance and distract yourself as much as possible.
I think you have to start somewhere along those lines.
You have to pull yourself out of that hole.
The better you get used to distancing your old feelings from your current self,
the easier things should be going forward.
That's about all I can say.
Don't give up, don't give in to your feelings.
Get out of that fucking hole.
