>>10450806I've always been educated into christianity (catholic) since born because muh Italy but now being 30 and seeing that only sadness comes my way, people taking advantage and then leaving/forgetting me both in businness and private life, general suffering/struggle even though I've always been mostly kind/gentle with everyone I'm straying away. I think if there was an actual God as described in the books he wouldn't allow a person to go through this while getting slapped in the face day after day the joy and happiness of other, more lucky people. It's just a slow, painful misery.
