>>2001982I was in the same position and I got out if it by over losing myself
I stuck the handle of a screwdriver up my ass while in the shower, I started to piss uncontrollably and my dick seemed to inflate so much it stretched the skin out so much it popped a large pimple that had made dormant on my penis. I got no stimulation from the screwdriver whatsoever and after an excess of puss leaked out onto my dick I vomited, still I persisted. (I used a Ziploc to protect phone)
After a while I realized I couldn't cum, so I got out of the shower pulling the screwdriver out of my ass (very painful) I cried out of shame and ever since I can't get hard to sissy porn all together
So just go over board to tell your subconscious that you don't want this anymore
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