>>21376987I wouldnt care about being a troon if I had just started early
fuck this website for making me think I could just rep forever by trying to be a high value alpha male or whatever the fuck
starting hrt at 20 makes me feel like I shouldn't even have bothered, I should have let my life degrade further and further into suicide because at least then the pain would end
instead I just stay on this hopeless maintenance "life" where all I do is take hrt and wait for things to get better because all my hopes and dreams are dead
