>>12788664So when are you going to see her? You're lucky we'll have pleasant weather coming up. Maybe you could go for a walk or something, show her your usual haunts
>If you don't feel guilty about those why would you about this particular thing? I don't know if guilty is the right word. It's more like... I don't know, regret maybe? It's regrettable I had to be born this way. Those things are all connected anyway, aren't they? I do feel this about those things too. How do you feel about your odd fetishes? Those things aren't particularly normal either
Yes, the ones who like it - me and the opposite of you. I don't really like the idea of being pitied for something beyond my control. It's like pitying someone for being in a wheelchair or something. But see, this just shows it's not only my relationship you see that way. I guess my assumptions were right all along
>an intelligent and competent sort of woman still has to struggle a lot to demonstrate that she is indeed equal to a manWell, everyone has their own worries. Men have to put up with plenty too, like people like you telling them to 'man up' even if they don't really feel that it's in them. I don't have much ambition anyway. Would that change if I became a girl?
>I think she outright dislikes the ideaHave you ever discussed it with her tho? Do you think maybe it's because of you? If I were you, I wouldn't want her to stay alone and potentially unhappy on my account. Mine aren't together anymore either and I don't know... it feels a little weird that one of them is already seeing someone else. I don't want them to be unhappy of course, but it makes me sad for the other one. I mean what was even the point of all those years? It just seems selfish to me, but I guess it's not my life
>why do you think the way we are today is good?Because many good things were created in such an environment. The PRC may have technological progress.
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