>>15736861this is how i used to think, and it has lead me to a lot of hurt from not only my mom, but my two sisters who are under her spell. i used to think of myself as extremely family oriented, and tried to hard to inspire positive change for once, but it all went to waste when i realized that noone cared and nothing changed.
>>15736875i don't think i will. i'm just too much of a failure to even want to cultivate relationships, and even if i did, i'd end up with either another narcissist, or end up as the narcissist. i seal myself in the sarcophagus of my room quietly biding my sentence, a neglected existence in an indifferent universe.
