>>21525935I appreciate your support, kraut. I think you’re right that there are certain traits about Anthony that I love the most, and I do hope eventually I will find someone who has those most desirable aspects, someone I can realistically attain. I think being so in love with Anthony is some kind of coping mechanism for being lonely for so long. I always thought it was just a matter of patience, but I’m starting to think it might be a matter of taking action for myself, too.