>>8505014Here's a course of action for you: read pic-related. Then you will know where your parents failed, and where to work. You need therapy, please take it seriously. You don't have to live alone, nobody should. You must acquire self-confidence and above all, self-love, so you can respect yourself and feel like you deserve others' love and respect, so you can make friends and engage in relationships.
People do NOT have the negative opinion of yourself as you have. I think you're a cool guy already because you admit to all these things, and that takes strength; most people just hide this stuff and try to act tough, desperately. You're above that, so I respect you for it.
You're a lot better than you can imagine.
