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>But at this point (age 23), I've basically given up.
nigga please, you still have 7 years before you're middle aged, you can still get laid and still figure out what you want in life
>but after spending so much time on /pol/, I'm realistic enough to admit my ancestors could not have achieved anything close to that in even 5000 years.
this literally doesn't matter unless you move to rural Alabama nobody gives a shit about your race, no one slightly normal cares about their ancestors, unless it's like they're great grandpa, you don't have to live up to dead old people who are only like 10% related to you anyway, and plus Aztecs or whatever where ripping kid's hearts out on top of temples and shit, it really doesn't matter
>No matter how hard I try,I will never catch up to white people, so why even bother trying to begin with?
idk what you mean, pretty much all whites could care less if they're taller then you or what you look like, i'm telling you, /pol/ isn't real life, even in heavy conservative areas people won't care if you're brown as long as you vote red, and i know because i've personally been to rural areas with trailer folk and confederate flags, it's not the 50s or 60s anymore, nobody can do anything and doesn't really think anything racist unless you do something to be an asshole
>I want to raise children,but as far as I'm concerned, the whole world would be better off with me adopting white orphans instead of having my own.
are white women really you're only option? you said you talked to other Mexicans about your feelings so i'm gonna assume you live in the south, which has a fuck ton of browns, unless you just don't like any other type of woman you can easily just marry and breed a latina? i'll say it again, nobody cares about your skin color irl, if you have brown kids it won't matter, most of pol are autistic neets and weaboos who keep this shit to themselves irl and would never do anything
stop looking down on yourself because of your skin color anon