>>12433549Most people don't care about such trivialities. Really, what's with this obsession with sex? That's the only instance in which looks matter, as it is more difficult to get hard to an ugly girl.
>like I was working on some music recentlyThat's good. So just focus on that then. And on your studies. I don't know what else could be more important to a person at this stage of their lives. Romance, perhaps? But it's not like you don't have that.
>But you've convinced yourself that it's true, at least for the moment.Well like I said, it is true but for my mind only. Just like how it can be true for your mind that you're a woman in the wrong body. But that's the extent of it. Internally it may be true, but externally it isn't, and objective truths are more external than internal. And in my case it isn't even true internally, except for about half an hour while the dream lasts.
>it's things like this that make me afraid to do so. I just want to be seen as myself, not as some walking fetishWhat I said is the only thing you can do about it. You have to show people that you're not freaks. It is not their duty to believe you. You're the ones coming to them and asking them to change their perspective. You're the ones whose duty it is to give them compelling arguments, and to have a minimum of politeness while doing so. Employing violence only results in people agreeing out of fear from being called backwards or people hating you more than they did before. And even if you don't change everybody's minds, you can still get them to be neutral towards you. I may not see you as a woman but I can still respect you as a person. You won't become less of a human being in my eyes.
>well, will you post it here then?Probably in Croatia's thread. But he was more into the nun smut aspect of it, so I could always write a separate scene of that and post it. But I don't exactly have the time for that right now...
