>>22755244i take ssri
also my doctor upped my dose of lamotrigine, just started today.
>>22755424i was making betty glass scultpures to try to impress her for a very long time because im autistic. lots of flowers and stuff, one of them was a glass rose which is important for context.
i probably shouldnt talk about the next part its very traumatic for me but basically betty met this like 6'4 blonde aryan giga chad and they were going on a dates and she wanted to have his babies and i got really depressed and people started making fun of me calling me a cuck and saying to kms and then betty started bullying me about it too because i was ruining the threads with my meltdowns and she said i didnt really love her because i dont know anything about her. which is true i guess but that made me have even bigger meltdown then i guess maybe EMS was suppose to be called to my house but they never came which is probably good because it was like midnight and that would have been really hard to explain to my dad. so she said she wouldnt talk to me anymore unless i got help then i started seeing a doctor.
later on she wanted to rescue a lobster from the tanks at the grocery store i think? or maybe a resturaunt. but she really took a liking to lobsters so i made her a lobster out of glass and then i took the glass rose i made for her and fused it to the lobster so hes holding it.
now he sits in a old box of cigarette filters. betty will never accept him because i have mental illness.
but glass lasts pretty much forever so someone might find him one day long after im gone and think hey thats really strange.
