>>22628053that's actually what's been helping me with mixing, repetition. i usually never do it because it feels like so much effort, but after having consecutive days of drinking tea (i rarely consume caffeine) and mixing, i feel so much less intimidated by the idea now because it feels more like routine. all of those things that i avoided, simply because it felt like too much effort, seem to be able to be improved through repetition.
i'll have to get back in the slog of it all and get stuck too. hopefully we'll both have our breakthrough moments sooner than later... but it is a lifetime thing, so it's never a rush