>>7296444Don't worry about it mate. You're pretty much doing what a lot if not most people do after a breakup, myself included. It takes a lot of fucking time and and effort to become someone who can look past the emotional pain and just stick to the self-reflection. It's not something you can just flip a switch in your brain for. Don't know, maybe for you it's different but I've heard of quite a few "good" breakups as well and honestly they were all lies. Basically one person just wanting it over and the other acting nice but secretly being devastated.