>>16725983Why wouldn't I? Activities ensue which leads to arguments which of course will fuck my mood and for some reason holidays make me feel weird but weird as in feelings that I don't really like and I don't know why I can't just be normal and have normal feelings like everyone else and even if nothing happens then others still get mad at me for not being happy or looking content which is annoying and makes me angry and fucks my mood even more for several days I really hate everything I don't want to live living is horrible I just want to be happy and be able to survive like everyone else but I just can't do it
