>>15054354>even leave my house on an average day, let alone to shower. I take breaks off the shit monthly, which just results in me being completely fatigued and eating for 3 days, no big deal. I always ask myself, why the fuck am I doing this? for what? to conform? to function in a dysfunctional world I don't want any part of? paradoxical, reallyLiterally my life, except with Modafinil, Benzos and Phenibut.