>>13352484After a full day of crying you're back looking for more external factors to be misserable. Excuses. A pretense for something YOU entirely chose. You get off when someone... something... easily becomes availabe to point at and say "aah... that's why I'm so misserable", finally another excuse to add to your arsenal of pathetic excuses. However, being miserable is and always has been entirely by your own will.
Now go back to your circle of similar minded people you call friends and tell them how mean I was and how terrible you feel "because of that meanie".
You disgust everyone around you, people who see through your facade.