>>12619601we are talking childhood
even still, episodes of autism as a grownup are still seen as misbehaving, I don't want to act that way since it does rouse negative response from peers and elders but I simply have no say in the matter since I do not govern over my biology as everyone would like me to
I surpress those episodes and suffer heavy depression from that and when I can't take it anymore I break under preassure
there are clear signs my middle niece is on the spectrum too but my pleas to help her fall upon deaf ears
>go for a walkpeople eat, people are hungry, if you can't provide food you are useless, you should atleast take them out to a budget restaurant once, I have a workarounfmd way about it since I can cook a pretty high tier food in my own kitchen, if a girl isn't coming over you have to provide food some other way
you don't have to go bankrupt but a dinner at a local donner rotiscerie isn't going to scratch your wallet as much as new books might
>wouldn't buying her a drink be enoughof course, cafes are generally seen as 0th dates, but for a more sophisticated takeout you should take her to a small restaurant- not a chain one like macdunduns
>free mealtrust me, most women don't want a free meal in exchange for a date with a creep
