>>17007583>emotional flatness >fundamental misunderstanding of human emotions>constant uncontrollable paranoia>difficulty forming attachments to anyone>varying view of people based on current actions>blatant distrust for everything due to repeated previous trauma vindicating my warranted aforementioned paranoia>desire for autonomous independence due to aforementioned distrustIt’s not ideal. I wouldn’t recommend either illness. They’re not cool and they put a lot of strain on your daily life.
I couldn’t eat anything that I didn’t prepare myself after my ex girlfriend tried to sneak me fish dishes (I have a seafood allergy) knowing that I could’ve fucking died.
It gets worse when you fall into a shady financial institution and have to deal with the FBI every couple of months.
There’s nothing wrong with me being paranoid its kept me safe and the letter boys are really watching me and really want to get me.
>medsMeds won’t change reality and that’s what I have a problem with. The reality in my head is much less stress.
