>>13692936You fre*king retard, what kind of messed up thing you did in the past?
You lack confessing, you don't have a person in your life to talk with about your mistakes, even if you do, you are keeping these mistakes within yourself without being honest with yourself about them, you are having emotional crisis and self-unwareness, you are choosing a negative path in your life without intending to, you are blinded by some pressure, thus, you might sink in falsehood if you keep forcing your personal view due to some unfortunate circumstances.