>>2315323>be me>go through 9th, 10th, and 11th grade without making friends or talking to anybody>live in the country so would go entire summer without seeing anybody>end up being just me and my siblings, and guitar>go into this quiet remote area and make it my place to just relax and play/write shit>around 12th grade I meet this girl >Sabella>end up being fucking obsessed with her>she is the only one to pay me any attention>she invites me over one day>end up walking because poorfag>in her room>this fucking bed of hers smells so damn good>steal one of her pillows and take it to the remote area>draw a face on the thing because it was big>carve our her scalp (the cotton in it would make "hair")>write love songs and talk with her, laying in the weeds>play my guitar alone>continues for another two years>drop out of college>realize I have no friends>I don't got any family that gives a shit about me neitherI still got the pillow, still live close to the "spot."
