>>10960692I'm going to poke my eyes out I lost another long post
like I just don't know what regret is. or rather supposed to be
like everythinh just leads to anything, any change leads to more change and computing all the possible outcomes if I done this instead of that makes my head throb
sure, I really do miss beating the weak but I don't miss the stronger beating me
>what I'd call middleschoolactually here middleschool is a term for coloquially highscool, theres no middleschool and gradeschool, just 8 grades of base school
but I digress, though I find it hard to believe I don't either talk like this irl (except... ehhhhh like I'm a lot less pushy when I talk to uni colleages, I have freudian slips but I just try not to reveal that I might be crazy) but then again I have dozens of ways to talk irl, I don't think I have a brute way of talking, possibly since I just don't look the role, I don't look strong and talking as if I do would just make me appear silly
>argument on the internetit was a serious attempt nevertheless, if that kind of thing happened in front of uni colleages I would drop out immediately
>thoughts of random guyrandom or not, if I don't make sense people can't understand, how can I expect stuff kike coworkers understanding when something serioisly important happens
it's like botching a cut on a tatami mat, when shit hits the fan you can't afford having a "bad day" every cut, practice or serious combat, must land properly unless you don't care about losing
