I should probably log off for the night. Ritsu, if you're reading this, I'm sorry I couldn't do anything. It's dogshit dumb that I thought I could help at all. If I can't help myself, why would I be able to help others?
Regardless, I wanted to post this :
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4450669/Despite your liver, a psych should be able to prescribe you something. For example, I'm on both aripiprazole and sertraline. Risperidone may be for you. And if you ever wanted to talk, I'm here sometimes. Sorry and have a good night anyway.