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I used to be in a relationship that was incredibly toxic but was too stupid and messed up to fix it. When it finally ended I went off the walls and reacted in a way I'm still ashamed of today.
>Be me, 14
>Freshman year of highschool
>Just came off of the worst 3 years of my life in terms of bullying and humiliation, Middle School
>In Elementary School I was a social butterfly but Middle School and the bullies there turned me into a silent, anxious and depressed little boy
>Get to first class of the day 20 minutes early so I can get a seat before anyone else arrives
>Bell rings and other students file in
>Desks are arranged in groups of 3
>Two guys sit down at my group
>One of them, who we'll call Dave, starts talking to me off the bat
>I'm surprised that someone's actually talking to me
>Over the next week or so we talk a lot and I get overjoyed that someone is actually talking to me
>Getting buddy-buddy with him is the worst mistake of my life
It's a fairly long story but it does end with my attempted suicide. I'm sorry to hijack this thread in a way but what I'm going to reveal is something I've kept inside for a decade and I need to just say it somewhere. I'll get working on the next part.
