>>13339530You're a Christian, right? Then stop putting sex and marriage before Christ. Simple as. Look at the typical degenerate man. Sure he is probably having a blast getting his rocks off all the time, while you abstain, but do you really think he is having a better life than you? You are getting lied to, brother. Put Christ first in all things. I guarantee that if you really want a wife Jesus wants you to have a wife too. But you need to be willing to sacrifice ever having that. Lay down all your greatest treasures at His feet.
I've been called a fag my entire life, for simply living in celibacy. There came a time where I stopped feeling hurt for myself when I was mocked, and instead felt sorry for them.
I am not sure, but I'm guessing living in eternal fellowship with Christ and all of your sisters and brothers forever will be much better than sex anyway.