>>11191654maybe. but why take the risk? why take the risk of a world of suffering, for the chance of fleeting moments of ease? happiness doesn't exist, Romania. Happiness is just the transitioning period between different intensities of suffering. And by being a vessel of suffering, you carry all that negativity out into the world, which is a terrible thing to do. it's like being an emotional tumor infesting humanity. and for the sake of something bigger, destroying itself is the best thing a tumour can amount to. because it does nothing but hurt. Sometimes you're content, and sometimes your ecstatic, but all that does is give you something to mourn when you're back to normal. it's just a back and forth, Romania. No happiness you ever feel will go unpunished.
And I don't want to play that game.
At least that's what I feel like.
>>11191659a lot. but only few are viable enough to seriously consider them. Like the exit bag. But store bought helium isn't actually pure helium. So that wouldn't work. I don't know.