>>12476145Same here bro. I remember once he was watching soccer on the TV and I wanted to play soccer with him and kept playing with a ball and he told me to stop making noise. Then suddenly he got furious and beat me up on my bed. I was like 6 years old and got scared to the point I peed my pants, and he just left me there. I stayed a long time like this on my bed in a fetal position with my wet pants, thinking why I was such a bad kid. I'm 34 and this memory still hurts, but I have other similar experiences with my dad. Good memories are very scarce.
Good thing is that I have a son and so far I've been a caring and loving dad.