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tl;dr I find it strange I have vast sexual and romantic fantasies
Recently I realized for some reason I am attracted to an oddly wide and bizarre range of indivuals. Normally I prefer chubby brunette girls, but I have also liked chubby Asian girls and some more petite girls in the past. Now recently for some reason I have been thinking a lot about Canaanite/Mediterranean women, the main appeal their curves and moonlight colored skin. I also have a wide ranging preference in men. Mainly I’ve wanted a blonde blue eyed boy with bangs as a bf, as those are the traits I find most perfect and beautiful, but I also like long haired brunettes as their is something sweetly innocent and boyish about brown hair… and there’s this slightly chubby brownish-blonde boy I have my eyes on too sometimes. My attraction to males more revolves around aesthetics and a feeling of love more than lust (though it’s there) however (though male beauty I find more striking than female. I’ve also thought about getting a brunette castizo or Iberian bf, that might be nice… wouldn’t mind a cute Asian boy either if he was thin, had bangs, and a cute face.
What is my reason for liking such a wide range of traits and for different reasons? It seems paradoxical and odd to like such different things, but this is how I’ve been for awhile I think. Seems most people will like one look or the other but I’ll find something to like in any form. It also doesn’t help I am also low key racist in mindset and worldview at the same time. Am I just a creep?
Also for the past few days I feel excited non stop. I woke up thinking about curvy Med woman because I saw one the other day and I remembered what she looked like, and than the entire nest few days I could stop thinking about this stuff non stop, even when I was busy. And not like being a “coined” but just a sudden drive out of nowhere that wouldn’t leave.
