>>8217276>And that motivation, the small amount that is there, wavers when I hear of my peers passing me by in this aspect of life.That's one of the hardest pills to swallow to my experience as well. But once it's fully inside and you start getting better at things you so dearly wanted to matter in, you still need to keep it from throwing up.
But man, life gets little bit easier on a different note once it's in here, trust me~
Have you lost your ambitions for computer science or is it something worse than that?
You know, when I lose motivation in studying hard topics like this, I like to drift back to those people, who dream of getting themself into some sort of a fantasy life setting. And I like to think about what the topic I am troubling myself with would exactly represent in that world.
And you know what? Most of the time those comparisons end up favorizing the world we are in, right here and right now. Though it works only with IT for me, judging by the wonders of our current technology, but since you are on the same boat I thought I could share~
Especially that you do seem like that person who would like to daydream of better realities <3
>>8217299Then make yourself worthy of that comfort. Otherwise it would be quite a shame and waste at that.
>>8217312What exactly are those addictions, if you don't mind sharing?
