>>10957198My condolences. You'll make it anon, just find a sweet trad Asian girl. She will have 0 boyfriends and she will accept your political and religious beliefs, provided they aren't literal nutter territory or causes you to be violent. My situation isn't quite like yours, but it involves a lot of heartbreak and regret too. Holding out for her to come back or to find another just like her among white women is just not an efficient use of your time. I took the yellow pill, and others I've met that have done the same swear its the best thing they've done.