>>7538817>>7538796This whole thing really affects my mind/mood too. All last night after & during our argument my mind was just so negative and I couldn't be bothered with anything.
Right now I can't even be bothered to eat becuase idk how ad things could be, because the argument was pretty bad, as in she made me feel like shit because of something I said to her, which had an effect I did not see happening at all when I told her it originally.
I just need a clear picture of what she see's with me & us, but everytime I talk about stuff like that she asks why am I being so serious & I feel like I'm showing her my paranoia (paranoia is not ood at all and I want rid off it).