>>19440112You can't fight your nature forever. You need to subvert it and go with the flow. Go with the flow of life, of your own being so you don't break.
Realistically the vast majority of us won't suddenly change fundementally. We will be flawed to the day we die. Recently I have been realising just how impossible the idea of me being normal or living life normally is. Don't fight the current, ride it. It doesn't matter how much you fail, only the victories count.