>>5077089My :3's are really just an identifier and they only take a few seconds to make in photoshop, although I've considered just namefagging for these threads for a bit of simplicity
As for suffering, we all have some pain but things are mostly OK. The only real issue recently is lack of steady work but I'm working hard to fix that soon. Although it does get me down sometimes.
I wouldn't say I come to tears very often but maybe once every 2 months if something hits me real hard.