>>11604357there's no such thing as false hope! all hope is hope but it won't lead you to success itself you have to use that hope to propel you forward! take life into your own hands! you can't let laziness take the wheel and lead you into oblivion! the easy route isn't always the best route! it may seem hard but it's not impossible you CAN find happiness! your story only ends badly because you're ending it instead of pushing it forward! it's good you care about your family but you have to care about yourself too! don't consider destroying your own life while sparing theirs!