>>18461679i understand and acknowledge my situation, yet, i'm still grateful for this existence and thankful for this profound experience, it's perfect in it's beauty and ugliness, i would never want to strip it away from it's suffering or it's blissful moments, they both compliment each other and give eachother meaning, if life was all getting kicked in the nuts, shat on, and spat in the face i'd kill myself, if life was just sitting around eating and looking at grass all day and sleeping i'd kms too, but i'm glad for having to live a life where i experienced both the good and bad, and i still will, i don't believe in any god, i most likely will just die and be sent to some void or whatever, i will probably die a slow death or an uneventful death like falling down the stairs at age 50 or dying from heatstroke or something, but i'm glad for this life, i would never throw it away, life is cruel sometimes, but it's also graceful sometimes too
