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I feel like there is no purpose anymore. I fully understand that past times, our grandfathers/ancestors, had it much rougher considering wars, starvation, way lower life comforts/utilities. We kind of have it all nowadays but I still feel like every day is just about breathing through it. I talk to people and they just seem to see it as being normal, nobody I know has any great aspiration other than making some money through work to fulfill some bullshit desire like a nice house, car or whatnot.
I was also absorbed in some similar mindset before covid, being 30 and having my businness taking up most of my daytime but now there is a bit less work to do and all the free time just made me realize I have lost any long term or greater purpose I had as well. I thought I felt shit because gf left me a while ago but now I'm quite sure that is not even the main reason.
tldr I feel useless and lost.
