>>13016278I did the same as you OP, it's doable but you need to be ready. I also did drugs, drank a lot, obsessed over vidya, and a ton of other shit.
Also, 4chan is NOT the best place for self-betterment. Yes, some threads are based but you'll find yourself tempted to argue and waste time.
The very act of you acknowledging there is evil grime weighing down your soul is a good start. Most people cannot even fathom it. Keep following that path and I hope it leads you towards the Light.